Reasonable Expectations

Expectations

So, last Saturday, I had a lesson on Ilean.

This isn't a big shock to people,

but most of you don't know that I told her owner that it would be my last month with her.
Tacking up that day,

I was preparing myself for the fights we usually have.

But I also made a promise to myself,

I wouldn't do anything to make it a bad ride.
So I got on,
and you know what?

It was an amazing ride.
The first great ride in months.
I never lost my mind.
I didn't care if we where perfect or not.
This was my last ride,
I had to make it count.

And when Ilean looked back at me before she stepped in the trailer,
I knew we left on good terms.
I will miss her,
But we didn't belong with each other.

:)

Done

"Its like you're screaming,
but no one can hear you."

I'm done.
I'm done with highschool.
I'm done with drama.
I'm done with those people that think they know everything.
I'm done with the bullying.

Highschool is the time to reach out,
try different things.
No one should be judged.
No one should be embarrassed.

Do what you want.
Be who you are.


Because we only have a few precious years before we have to be grown-ups.

"So what if it hurts me,
so what if I break down.
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
my feet run out of ground.
I gotta find my place,
I wanna hear my sound.
Don't care about all the pain in front of me,
'cause I'm just trying to be happy."

(by the way, I've created a tumblr! http://sittingtrot.tumblr.com/)